Day 3
Woke up feeling positive Alhamdulillah. I woke with a zest to progress and not to procrastinate in achieving my goals. I really believe that setting those goals has provided me with a clear direction of where I want to go, and what I want to achieve - Alhamdulillah. Although i always knew what I wanted to do, it never really felt real until I wrote them down.
Anyway, today I want to talk about 'family'. Sometimes I feel so blessed to have certain member's in my family that have been such blessing and a source of strengths through my difficult times. Allah SWT knows who these people are and in sha Allah will reward them. Other times I feel so let down by certain 'close' members. Family should only be your rock and source of strength, but lately, I have been feeling let down by this 'rock' - I feel like these rocks have been bashing me. Anyway, with Allah's help, I am putting these misdemeanors down to weakness of faith in Islam and weakness in faith in me. I don't say this lightly, but at times I feel so alone without the strength of having a mother there - and having these types of issues does not help. What gets me through this? Obviously Allah, but also I get comfort from the fact that mum made dua that Allah protects us. She used to say this often with raised hands - this is a a great source of comfort to me and will always remain so.
Anyway, i am grateful for my family regardless of what they say and do, even if they hurt me in an unprecedented way - in my heart I will always forgive and forget - may Allah SWT bless us with amazing people and reunite us in Jannah - Ameen.
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