Bismillah,

My first ever blog!! Alhamdulillah, I am not sure what or how I was inspired to write a blog, all I knew is that I needed to do this today - it was now or never! I am usually a private person with a 'poker face' so this is something completely new and unconventional on my part. Anyway, I have made the intention to write on a daily basis, thoughts feeling, rants, and anything that comes to my head really (which can be strange things at times!).
I have had a huge paradigm shift in this past 6 months - what was the trigger? The death of my dear mum, a women that I miss everyday and will likely to miss everyday for the rest of my life. She has come to my dream at least 3 times (the ones I can remember anyway!). So I know that Allah SWT is keeping her in his Mercy. There not many things in life that I regret, but I do regret not doing enough for her when she was alive....in a way this spurs me on today to do more good so she reaps the reward of it in her grave - that's what I sincerely hope and pray is happening anyway (Allah knows best).

Anyway...easy does it, I dont want to over exert myself and write everything (i might not have anything for tomorrow  or the day after, or the day after that!).

Anyway, ciao and Peace.